Be the Impossible

2012-02-12T22:54:00.001+08:00

it was an awesome v-day celebration with my dear boy :) hahahah !!! so happy hehehehhehehehehhehe

so funny too :) so i meet him at 3pm, he came my hse to return me my bag and off we went to vivo to walk around. It has been years since i last wore my heels, so it really hurt my feet max max lol and i walk like turtle :P lol .... but anyway :) we had honey glazed chicken as our lunch with a cup of vanilla latte from starbucks :) walk walk walk and i bought some stuff and had some really unhappy experience in a shop but whatever !! this shop is
"six
six
six"

BTW

den after ranting finish, we walked on and dear covered my eyes.. felt so lost, didnt like the feeling so i was looking at my feet while walking :) hehehe and we ended up at MARCHE :) hahaha my fave place for ROSTI :) YUMMMMMSssssss....... we did our gift exchange :) and yupp i really really really love my pretty and unique watch a llot a lot i finally got my BABY G WATCH !!!! hahahahahah couple watch with dear boy :) hehehhe ....... I really love him like MAD !!!

My Present

the wrapper that wrapped my watch hehe

Couple

My Present for him

Snatching over it lol

2012-02-11T22:39:00.001+08:00

Wa hahaha it was a bad start to a day but it ended happily :) heheheh... Woke up in the morning with really really really bad cramps, it is the worst ever !!! Really have to cut down on cold drinks and t milk tea !!! Was so bad it was just unexplainable :( ... So met dear dear at 5pm looked for fod and waited for the DDD to reach haha!! Had steamboat :) Yums didn't eat that much as my stomach wasn't that good :( wasted .. Ice cream after that and chit chatting :) hahaha I guess I'm not taking over the business after all lol ... Maybe I'll just work for ppl ... Not so stress also :)) hahaha

2012-02-09T00:30:00.001+08:00

A wonderful and tiring weekday lol ... Can't imagine the days once I start working ? I'm goin to be like super no life because I'm working and After work is just to tiring to go anywhere !! Gosh .. Really afraid to lose contacts with my friends but nevertheless , things can be arranged hahaha !!!

Went out with mr Øéí and jun today got dinner at sushi Tei !! Yupp as usual, I didn't eat much .. I really think my stomach grew smaller hahaha like happy only :) lol means I'm growing older ... Can't believe it ... Oh myi have known mr Øéí for 9 years !!! Like seriously .... Zzzzzz so now I'm blogging because I Freaking full and I can't slp :( ahhhh

On a random note, my uni friend treated our grp a cup of koi each am I'm greedy, I bought the large cup :p hehehe

2012-02-08T23:01:00.001+08:00

Attention seeking or whatever u called it . All I want is ur attention ... But u seem so busy and tired to even care bout me ... U nv call like the past when I wanted u to call. All SMS like it even have an effect ...

2012-02-05T22:05:00.001+08:00

my uni friends are dam on and happening haah went to lao yu sheng with my uni friends sia ... lol feels so bonded lol :) and movie after that ! underworld is dam nice but gross hahaha

2012-02-05T21:58:00.001+08:00

Today is a sunday :) met Déär at bugis in the afternoon :) went dating hehehehe so long .. We both seems so busy :) treasured all time spend with him :)) love him so much heehe he pampers me soo much hahaha I buy things , he will pay Ehehe I'm such a. Naughty Gf :p

I bought a multicolored pen from muji ;) muji products are dam good !!! Hahaha and we went to paradise dynasty for dinner yumm hahaha ordered like 14 xiao long bao and a bowl of noodle each haha !! So full ... Now I know why I'm gaining weight ~~

2012-02-02T22:10:00.001+08:00

I'm a selfish girl

2012-02-02T18:17:00.001+08:00

Just when u tot being the good person , u ended up paying more of what u eat ... Sooo much more ... There goes my savings haiz ... So depressing ... some ppl math is just bad !! And I'll learn my lesson !! Nv to offer to pay for anything first

2012-02-01T12:39:00.001+08:00

My eye lashes is soo irritating keep dropping every time I rub

2012-01-29T15:35:00.000+08:00

hahahh went out for family lunch and !!!! i lost $2 to my dad for daring him something so easy !!! ahhhh!!! dam it :( hahaha

i dared him to walk across the fountain and in a bling of an eye, my wallet is out of my bag -.- hahah

2012-01-26T22:22:00.002+08:00

G market addict ahhh !!! i have to like surf g market everyday sia ... i categorised myself as a shopaholic

2012-01-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

woot !!! today is 4th day of Chinese new year and projects have started :( sian .... oh well went to VIVO to meet my grp mates and i went to buy the ring i like which i lost the first time :( its my second one hahah hope i don't lose it ...... went to eat chicken rice !! at THE CHICKEN RICE SHOP at vivo ... description.. expensive and not worth the price$$ and the service -.-....

after that we went to Starbucks for a cup of coffee and project discussion.. yumm....
i'm offically addicted to coffee heheh :P

The Ring

My Coffee

FECI liked my photo banner hahaha will give u the software :) but u need to figure out lol .... very easy one :)

2012-01-26T22:08:00.002+08:00

my dear dear is a pig !!!

2012-01-25T18:54:00.001+08:00

CNY holiday passed by so fast.. Cant time just slow down a bit.. sian...
I cant stand my mum she is just really childish sometimes.. Keep saying why i nv protect my own cousins and brother.. where got don't have.. Say until like tat i marry my brother or cousins la .. More like WHY SHE DONT PROTECT ME !! always pulling me down...

Whatever la ..
New Year Eve, Went for reunion dinner at PuTien .. :) the food was nice and yummy :) hahaha .... expensive too ^^

All the different dishes

First day of new year , didn't really start up right ... haiz ... i think my dad also very sian ....
ok so first we went pray in the morning under the hot and scorching sun !!! after that went to bai nian at my ah ma house and my kaima house. Den i followed Dear to his family side ... No pICS hahahha

Second day of CNY, I went for Dimsum in the morning with Dear's Family :) yupp nice and yummy and than we headed down to VIVO in a taxi to meet my cousins to go to USS !!! yes i know again ! went USS Twice a month.. lol but this time, I played all the rides until i do not want to go back already hahaha... the Queue wasn't very long so every ride, I could have re queued again and again... played all the way till 9pm and there was a fireworks display very beautiful :)))

2012-01-24T23:41:00.001+08:00

I think my parents don't love us anymore ... Instead they think it more as a responsibility .... How sad .. All I know is they changed...

2012-01-22T01:14:00.001+08:00

Bought this in g market !!! Ahh I'm very addicted to g market lol .. Keeps shopping online haha and buying a lot if unnecessary items ... Hahaha dear dear !!! Stop me !! Becoming a shopaholic

2012-01-22T01:12:00.001+08:00

I'm a wired girl it's 1.11am and I'm missing my bf waiting for his SMS reply but I think he felt a slp already ...
How I wish everyday can pass slowly ... Ohms ~~

2012-01-22T00:59:00.001+08:00

I went out with dear after school today !! Ya I know sat !!! Whatever lol ... Went bugis to walk around as I was looking for a pencil box, I recently realized that carrying a huge pencil box to school with lots of pens is redundant and adding weight to my bag !!
Bought quite a cute metal case pencil box haha!! It was quite expensive thought .. $10.90 :(

Bought a purple cosmetic pouch too hahah I'm like a freaking budget person ... That's what happen when I'm not working lol everything also was cheap and good :p

Saw this really cute badges too lol !!!
I miss my boy so much ... Cant wait to see him soon :))

2012-01-22T00:10:00.001+08:00

Quite sick of the feeling of going back to school.. It feels like i just started school only, haven really gotten used to the study life again, Holiday already and it has already passed 2 weeks since school started.. -.-
So fast haiz .. why is time flying so fast.. I feel like i got not enough time to do my own personal things DONT LIKE !!

Anyway CNY is next week and i'm soo in the mood for ang pow :) hahah i bought lots of new things including for my phone :) ahhaha got lots lots of new stuff :)) i'm such a happy girl :))) Did my nails for new year

My dear boy accompanied me through the express medi process haha so funny :P

I really have to Jia you for this sem !! i'm very worried. the modules seems really hard to understand ... ahhhh Haiz worried worried ... Projects are starting soon !!! gosh really have to switch back to study mode.. help !!! I believe i can do it ... i really will study ... i MUST pass and score well and get out of sch by this year !! SCREAMS lol ... k i better go and rest.... Not feeling very well ....

Love my Boy <3 He pampers me heheheh got so many new stuff :))

2011-12-25T18:17:00.001+08:00

omg !! i cant believe i'm actually pissed off with a 13 year old kid !! wtf!!

she is childish and i'm following her childish.... zzzz

she posted a comment on her fb wall indirectly shooting me and my brother and it doesn't happen once.. so i msged her and she doesn't reply nvm !! she went to fb and deleted the comment... ISN'T IT OBVIOUS !!!!!

and so i msged her nicely telling her if she is unhappy with us, she can tell me....zzz i just dont wan to create a bad feeling towards one another making us feel very weird but den.. what ever la !!! u can go and complain to ur mum and everyone will side u and say i bully u ... i cant be bothered....

2011-12-13T22:39:00.003+08:00

is the same thing happening to me again? where once again after time, i will be left alone again ? i dont know....

today he came up to my hse to return my stuff :) happily opening the door to let him in .. before his arrival , all i was thinking where should we go to spend some time? was wondering maybe the nearby soya bean area.. he said cant meet this week cuz of busy schedule so i tot since he came today, we could go out for a while.
However, upon opening my gate all he said was. " i pass u the things i have to go already." in my mind was : WHAT !!!.. asked him why, he said cuz his friends are downstairs in his car waiting for him ....

my first reaction was .. GO go for all i care.. he pestered me for a while and den he left. FINE! i shut my door and didn't care.. hoping that he will start calling me and stuff but NO ~~~ he msg me saying i'm bad to ignore him and he went back to his car and drove off....

From my Window, that angle looked exactly what happened 2 years ago. when certain guy just boarded his car and drove off.... maybe its true at the end of the day, i will be left alone. tots started flooding my mind..... he said he was busy cux he had to woke morning shift .... still can meet up with his friends for dinner and all. Than i'm sorry for staying so far away from u .. i'm sorry for wanting to spend some time with you. I'm sorry for being insensitive and unreasonable. where at the end of the day, ur friends matter the most...

Right so at the end it is still my fault because i'm childish and insensitive and things that i don't allow u to do , i can do ... Wonderful....i'm selfish maybe that is the reason why ppl will get sick and tired of me ?..
so angry and pissed with myself .. ~~Fuck~~ u Jean !

2011-12-13T07:29:00.001+08:00

Love my eyes here lol

2011-12-13T07:28:00.001+08:00

White white going to. Change name to black black lol

2011-12-12T17:38:00.001+08:00

So much for having foreign talent in singapore .. All because of such talent, I was super deprived of sleep yesterday !! Bloody mad !! 2 crazy Malaysian women was singing, shouting, dancing and drinking beer at a freaking 12 am under my block the BBQ pit !! No residence complain I think is because no one wan to care and thinks that after a while they will leave .. So I had a hard time sleeping as it was quite noisy ..

Finally Managed to fall a slp !! 2 am in the morning they were still there this time there was a guy and the 3 of them was QUARRELING !!! Literally shouting at the top of their lungs .. Shouting and shouting for almost 30 mins !!!! My whole family woke up, I believe other families did too .. Phoned the police before things got worst.. The guy and 1 of the woman left leaving 1 alone and the police came and ya .. The stupid woman quarreled with the police.. Feel like going down and slapping her ... So insensitive and inconsiderate .. It's a Sunday and everyone is working on Monday !!!!!!

Results in me falling a sleep in front of my working computer :(

2011-12-08T08:26:00.003+08:00

Stitchy

2011-12-08T08:26:00.001+08:00

The Aunty at my work place is like cheapo can .. Her husband is a business man. She is a rich tai tai got her own insurance agent but still ask a dairy book from my dad ... Not shy, skin do thick -.-

2011-12-08T08:01:00.001+08:00

It's been quite some time since I last blog reason because photos takes very long to upload and if I use my phone app to blog and upload pictures, the picture is huge !!!!

The trip to Taiwan feels like a dream . It happened so fast but however I'm happy an satisfied... Next up Bangkok :)

So I came back at 1.50 am at 6 dec and my whole family came to fetch me lol :) and send dear home :) poor daddy so late already ... Yupp reached home open my luggage and took out everything lol till bout 4+ can't take it , went to bed lol ... Feels so sian to go back to work

A very fun and enjoyable trip . The food is so nice and yummy and cheap and the weather is just awesome :)

2011-11-06T19:00:00.001+08:00

Awesome I guess my parents re the traditional type that gave up on me just because I'm 21 ... Is very obvious . Just because I'm a girl

2011-11-03T15:29:00.002+08:00

tmr is the last paper already but why dont i seem happy ?

i'm worried for all my exam papers including the one tmr.. oh well.. just going to try my best, pray i wont forget stuff ... i'm scared that i'll forget infomations... hmmm

2011-10-31T17:32:00.000+08:00

2011-10-29T23:49:00.003+08:00

AHHH marketing research is like my phobia paper... in Poly i also just pass this paper -.-.... at least i passed.. i dam worried for uni but i know i will pass because i really put in a lot of effort. God is fair !!! heheeh..... cant believed i studied till 5 am yesterday ... omg in my 21 years !!! faints....

BETTER DO WELL FOR MR IF NOT I'LL BE DEPRESSED..

better go and rest, my vision is blurred :(

2011-10-28T00:50:00.001+08:00

So funny ... Haiz doesn't mean I don't read my notes means I'm smart or I didn't study as hard as you ... I'm even more scared den any of you just tat I don't show it .. Guess is just my habit when I'm scared and worried, I'll just pretend and ignore that It doesn't exist until it hits me real bad that " hey jean !!! It's happening right now !! Stop dreaming " oh well .. I really wish and hope I can score well for all .. 2 down 2 to go ... :) 加油，我知道我一定可以的:)

2011-10-26T14:21:00.002+08:00

first paper down ... still got 3 more to go hmmm... really worried bout all my papers hahah ....

oh well... jia you :) hope i can memorized more ... :) i guess some friends will nv understand you ... oh well wa hahaha..... currently addicted to the games on FB and addicted to collecting stickers again !!! wa hahah my laptop is like flooded with stickers again .

downloading audition now so after exam can play with my bro :P

i really hope that BANGKOK flood can go away... hope the water can faster flow and the water will decrease. I really want to go there for holiday. have been looking forward to it since the start of the year and now :( haiz..... worst comes to worst i have to postpone my flight but tiger airway doesnt allow :( they wan me to go there to swim and not enjoy my holiday :( sobs sobs

2011-10-23T22:46:00.001+08:00

Wish me luck hai ... 16 chapters in my head really hope I won't forget anything and I won't mix up any meanings and definitions

2011-10-23T19:03:00.001+08:00

I guess when I do not have enough slp or is handling too much stress, I'll turn Into a very easily irritatable girl ... Poor bf of mine ... He is suffering the pekcek side of me for so many months ... Ahhh and I don't feel good :( exams is in 2 days turn ... Oh man

2011-10-19T14:15:00.001+08:00

i'm under probation by RMIT lol ..

2011-10-19T00:47:00.001+08:00

Dear mighty power one , if u can hear me, help me gain calm and relaxation, believe and trust in myself. Able to
Know everything I studied and applied it well. My parents work hard for me to study so I must work hard and study. Score well for my 4 papers in the next 2 weeks... Showing that 5 weeks of hard work paid off and years of parents working ... I really wan to stop stressing myself and stop comparing to others and maintain and study

I was born for a reason and I have to ensure I fulfil it ...

2011-10-18T19:38:00.001+08:00

I'm so sooooo posses off with myself ... All my uni friends seem so smart :( all can finish studying everything and I can't !!!! Wth why am I so lousy ? I also study everyday but I still lose them .... Best part, I'm starting to get confused with the things I'm studying already !!!!! Haiz

2011-10-15T23:12:00.001+08:00

Just 1 more week but haiz ... I'm very worried I can't get all info in my brain or I mixed my info up :( really need to concentrate well already .... :( all my friends are so busy studying but I like so slack :( haiz .... Scared but I study everyday but in still scared .... I'm worried for all most worried for MR :((((((((((

2011-10-15T01:32:00.001+08:00

Extremly Hugh pic , but I lazy edit lol

2011-10-15T01:31:00.002+08:00

Dinner with dear dear today :) had marche for dinner heheh was thinking between marche and ding tai fong !!! But I wanna eat ding tai fong soon !!!! All the yummy food we ordered :))))

In going to learn to make rosti !!! Haha after Exam if I succeed !!! I can cook it everyday wa hahahah !!!!

2011-10-14T12:38:00.001+08:00

Can I not study :(

2011-10-14T01:29:00.002+08:00

i'm just trying to be who i am... haiz... sorry for being so sensitive... quite obvious leh ... when u start deleting the twits....

have to learn to be open minded and not care... haiz... why do i have to always be right?

2011-10-14T01:02:00.005+08:00

a bit late hahah but being side tracked by the computer as i'm currently studying and updating IOS5 so just decided to update me bloggy too ..

OMG today is friday :( 2nd week down haiz... why so fast just hope the last week to study can be slower... i got so much to study :( sux sux sux ...... scared... but i have to motivate and tell myself i can do it:) score well and have Credit - Distinction for all my 4 subjects :) ( Prays ~~~)

ok hahah on the 11 of oct 2011 :) met up with dear to watch 'Real Steel' Thumbs up !!! its is a MUST watch... very nice and the robots are just dam freaking cool :)).. so is Hugh Jackman :) wa hahah a..... so tall !!!

so i went to dye my hair early in the morning, took me 2 hrs -.- but at least i got a very nice colour :) wa hahah .... awesome ... dear was late for 1 hr and i pretended to be angry (as usual) lol went to eat Ichiban Sushi lol technically was craving for la mian but couldnt find any in PS so ate JAP :) all time crave :)

And so ya... i was trying to smile without showing the brackets ( dear's Idea) !!

after lunch went for movie :))

den walked along hereen and went for some Bens and Jerry's Ice Cream :)

after that ... walked on to TAKA and walked into CANDYLICIOUS :) woot the sweets there are sooo unique and cute so i bought 1 tube of this sour sweet :) very cute cost bout $3 quite ex though.. and small hahah it is still in my fridge!! not willing to eat :P

moved on to mini pearl milk tea hahah !!!!

o o and introducing STITCHY !! my new toy family :)

k k

back to studying :/ argh soooo much to study !!!!

2011-10-13T12:56:00.001+08:00

I'm just afraid of losing u 

2011-10-13T12:50:00.001+08:00

Maybe I should start keeping things to myself , everyone has a limit for everything

2011-10-13T12:42:00.001+08:00

Maybe I'm just a girl who seeks attention ? But why ? Haix ... I tot online is for me to say anything I like and want ? Now I really have to go back to traditional diary writing style?

Everyone can read everything but I also nv force them to read... Not happy don't leave comments, I don't wan to know ... Nt happy, always can u follow one ... I also nv force u to follow me !! What ever la ... Complain everyday got wrong meh ?

2011-10-10T15:10:00.001+08:00

Week 2 of study break .... Almost dead... For a subject called bb and mr, I doubt I can study everything , so I'll just study all the main chapters and read through the rest !! I'm having information overload haiz ...

Only worry bout the exam questions and all :((( I study so much, only worry I don't know how to answer ...

I must believe I can score well :) a distintion or a credit :))) Jia you Jia you :)))

2011-10-06T18:54:00.002+08:00

i'm really on the verge of giving up already... maybe degree is nt meant for me? i really wan to try getting the certs... not try I WAN A DEGREE CERT. but RMIT uni is being so means :( i dont wan to retain but there is just so much to study :( i really very scared :( .... haiz... nth goes in nth goes in... TODAY NOT EVEN 1 CHAPTER DONE:(.....

2011-10-06T18:20:00.002+08:00

so irritated !!1

why is there even a need to have exams on Human behaviour? all these don't even need to be tested.. you understand humans u do, dont understand go learn.. test for what?

everything is like common sense kind of things. and the LECTURERS wan word-for word answers.. wtf !! not like as if in future, once i start work i have to do my work based on word-for-word.

2011-10-05T18:04:00.001+08:00

At home 4 days in a row !!! Is ok but studying 4 days in a row is not ok ... Omg !!! 3 weeks 3 weeks of torture and my exam !!! Omg I pray hard my effort is worth it ... I'm just too stress maybe that's why I'm having mood swing ... I think ....

2011-10-05T17:22:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling so disturbed right now.. maybe maybe nth last forever? the happiness are all of the past?

to think about it, i feel u are kinda of like a different person i knew.. in a way.. is it because of ur work? idk....

maybe my brains are burn.. or maybe you think i just like to think rubbish and pick fight? idk

just feel in some way, you are not as excited as you used to be when u see me.... or maybe i'm just taking things for granted that u are sick of me? did i even take things for granted?

idk... maybe maybe just maybe ...... things do change i guess

2011-10-04T17:13:00.001+08:00

I'm going bonkers in my room soon !!! Dam I have nv felt so irritated in my 21 years !!

I have been in sch for so many years and only uni is driving me mad!! I'm nt a study material girl but I try and study as I need the cert and I CAN'T TAKE IT ALREADY it has only been 2 days and I feel very very very very stress :( I just feel like restless and really wan to give up but I can't = forcing myself to study = effing stress ..

Study till mad even if I go out and have fun I can't !! Exam is all I have in my head.. I'm just scare I will fail and can't move on :( I really hope that kong zhi will guide me ...

2011-10-03T11:58:00.001+08:00

Doesnt like how the photos are bigger than the box .. Help

2011-10-03T11:57:00.002+08:00

Ahhh studying is driving me insane !! Was feeling dam sad yesterday .. No idea why so all I did was crave for ice-cream and my dad brought our whole family out while he goes to work, I went hunting for ice cream lol !!

Queen's dairy ice cream is very nice :) although it is kindda ex but worth it ... Nice :)

:)

2011-10-01T14:46:00.001+08:00

Thx god for iPhone yay !!! Now I can blog with my iPhone so happy Wa hahaha ... But the pics being uploaded from my phone looks too big for the box :(

Testing post

2011-10-01T12:06:00.001+08:00

Just testing to see if my iPhone blog works

2011-09-29T16:55:00.000+08:00

life the way it is

2011-09-29T12:15:00.002+08:00

i guess in life, everything have its up and downs and it depends on how i look in life. being a positive person will save me from sadness and all.. dont care what others think bout me :)

when ever i'm sad, i always remember this sentence as told to me by you ying :" you live for urself not others. Your parents feed/rise you till so big. Because of others, u ruin ur life. How are you going to account to ur parents?."

you live for urself. Happiness is all decided if u want it . no one else can give u only urself.

2011-09-29T00:31:00.003+08:00

i really wonder, how blurr can a person be ? so blurr to the extend that when being humiliated by others, you can laugh along with them like as thought it was an entertainment? Dont you feel hurt? i feel very bad doing this to you also, but being good to you, makes me feel like a hypocrite. So i decide to treat u transparent. Sorry but it is really very hard for me to see you as a normal friend again. I tried i choose to let go a friend like you.. u are nice and all but i cant tahan liao..

if next sem u still in the same grp as me, just be it. i'll just complain a lot only but i'll try to shut up and not talk..

Just feel that your parents protect you and pamper you too much.. up till even ur Individual work is also done by them? WTH .... i'm jus a friend, not ur mum or dad. I cant guide you all the way. i have other commitments and all. Can it be because of ur parents? that why u became like tat ?. to much pamper and all... haiz.. protect too much till all you do is ACTION NO WORK!!

you give up to easily without even trying.. i'm sorry but no matter what you do, even thought i feel bad towards you, i cant cant cant accept it already.. i cant accept ur innocence it bugs me. i cant accept ur HIGH SELF-ESTEEM, i cant accept ur annoyance..

i believe as a human yourself, you should be able to sense it. STOP hiding and accept the fact. we are being cruel because we wan you to wake up. you cant hide under ur parents' wings forever. out in the work force, things are worst than this. Even i myself am preparing for the work force ..

2011-09-13T20:34:00.002+08:00

sadly at the end of the day, whenever I think about it, I realized my friends are very limited.. resulting in me keeping everything to myself. everyone have a certain limit and can only tahan me till a certain extend once its over, they will just ignore me. I have that feeling and I know its me..

i'm just a very negative and pessimistic girl and it sux !! haiz....

1. i talk to much, i don't care about other feelings, i only care bout my own !! SELFISH

2. i'm not sensitive

3. i expect the whole world to listen to me moan and cry like as if my problem is very big

4. i bitch about anyone . stupid like as if i'm so perfect.

5. i'm stubborn and

ULTIMATELY, i'm just a loser who does not wan to admit i am ..

2011-09-13T17:36:00.002+08:00

even blogspot cannot be trusted haiz... who else can i talk to ?? i'm feeling so troubled and useless haiz... projects seems to hard and i cant seem to do it right .. why cant my brain just be right?why cant it just produce more knowledge and understanding juice..

my sentences are just like a little kid writing essay or even worst. time is not enough and i'm like nt helping ... really feel so lousy and dumb ... why my knowledge and understanding and applying juice jus sux..

these fews days i'm feeling very unlucky and disturbed :(

2011-09-04T11:26:00.002+08:00

waa.. today is sunday ,... aww the weekends just pass by like tat ... kindda sux... yesterday was my cousin's wedding hahaha !!! lots of preparations... wa... to get married also not easy sia ... faints

he held his wedding a 1twentysix at east coast ... it was nice and great but i still prefer the traditional way... at hotel :) wa hahah ... sorry man ... i'm old and traditional ... hahah the bride is very pretty and her dresses are soooo nice :) lol ... wonder how long she took to choose .. her heels are scary !!! freaking high ! la... waaaaa

cant upload pictures :((((((((((

2011-09-02T16:47:00.003+08:00

officially addicted to tiny tower ahhahah zzz feels so lazy to study and why is RMIT so inflexible and systematic... cant they just mark according to how poly and pri and sec scho teachers mark !!! they mark in such a way have to be word for word and have to be the same sentence!!! WTH ...

2011-09-01T23:50:00.002+08:00

nice !! CARS 2 haha is awesome and lighting Mcqueen is dam cool .. love his best buddy mater his character is so cute :) ...

the storyline is awesome and i love love love the engine sound ESP McQueen:) hahaha CARS is a must must watch :)

next up SMURFS !!! and Glee

2011-09-01T13:20:00.003+08:00

i'm being over sensitive again ... as usual .. wa wa wa ..... now to get some facts in ...

change channel lol ...

envious lar.. some ppl so smart .. haiz nt like me.. study so hard and this is the max i can get ..

8 gb brain, 16 gb info... wa wa wa

cars 2 later with brother :))))

2011-09-01T12:55:00.004+08:00

A joke of the day .... haha wanting so cute, she made an insulting comment into a joke.. so cute .... :)

read my previous post the last few paragrapg and den read the comment box by this human called JsonYap haha den read his FB page JASON YAPISCUTE and you will get the joke :)

he is a guy btw :) so what if he is rich and is 24 this year.. he behaves like a kid.. go around saying things as long as he feel uncomfortable... person with no eq and iq.. don't care about other ppl feelings... rich kid,smart kid... expected... its ok ... shoot for all i care :) it's my blog i write what i want ... its my comment box.. write all you want :) i can always delete it :)

2011-08-31T22:10:00.003+08:00

haiz..... what is wrong with RMIT-Marketing Teachers !!!! be it local or the AUSTIE !!!!

i spend 1 f****** month to do the bloody report... and just because i added a CONTENT PAGE !! I'M GOING TO LOSE MARKS JUST LIKE THAT FROM A CREDIT TO A FAIL !!!!! screw screw them !!!!!!

it is a business report how the F i know cannot put content page..... haiz..... really hate hate hate the school.... SO EXPENSIVE SO SUCKY !!! even the SINGAPOREAN Lecturer cannot save me !!! they cant even save the Singaporean students from being bullied by the austie... already a lecturer earn to much money!!! cant they just help us students.... no !!!u are doing a dam degree course !!! u have to find out all the info by urself and DIE !!!!!!!!! and they cannot stand up for Singaporean students BEST... the local lecturer are so demoralizing .. and i tot teachers are suppose to be ENCOURAGING AND SUPPORTING !!!! AUSTIE BEST ... they earn more !! but they so greedy wan somemore.... bloody hell ...nvm la so much money for what !!!!

i really very scare to retain :((( sch fees isn't cheap and i'm already trying my best to study... struggling nt to stay back ..... just because i go SIM to study doesn't mean i'm rich ok !!!! im struggling to pay my fees....

I SERIOUSLY HATE !!!!!!!! SO STRAIGHT !!!! DONT TELL ME BULL SHIT ABOUT GUIDELINE AND MARKING ACCORDING TO MARKING SCHEME !!! EVERYTHING CAN BE ADJUSTED .... !!!!!!!! u just wan money ... say la....

stupid perceptions of thinking all SIM students are rich....

2011-08-21T10:07:00.002+08:00

woot it was a busy sat yesterday

Friday i slept at 1.40am cuz i hanged out with my poly mates and thanks to ivan who sent us home one by one lol .... that why i can stay out so late and it has been years since i last stayed out till so late.... oh well uni is robbing me off my life... but its ok ... i dont mind to be locked at studying if at the end of the day i can get a great and not retain results i'll be happy and worth the sacrificial.

right sat ... woke up at 717am .. lol Facebooked and bath and drove for breakfast with family hahaha i only get to drive once a week .. and my car is always near the right :P lol ... yupp need to change my bad habit..... den dad drove to temple ... wa hahah.... after praying and staff

went to the canteen and eat my lunch with my cousins and uncles and my family ... i sat with my cousins hahah 1 of them is getting married and yupp offered to help him deco the place... haha i think maybe i'm not up to standard that why he dont wan me lol ... but yupp

PPL IF ANY OF JEAN'S FRIEND NEED HELP IN DECO FOR ANYTHING, CALL ME .... all u need to do is buy the balloons and i'll deco for free :))))))))

hahaha den went home bout 1pm i think.. studied a bit and pop onto bed till bout 5pm.. was freaking tired and heaty :( my lips was red max :( dear called me hahah asking to go out for dinner :))) yay !!! so he drove here to my house and off we went to NEX :) for AIJISEN ... woot been quite sometime since i last ate that lol ...full and satisfied, we went to Henderson wave and i drove there aha he brought me to go and see CMPB too ... its a really huge building. Dont mind working there somedays lo ... :X

yyupp

anyway going to Natas Fair next week to look out for BKK trip ... going for 5D4N including a night a prittaya.... haha excited and i think my dad allow me to go alone with dear hahah we shall see how :)))) woot 1 year 1 country this year BKK next year Taiwan !!!! hahaha ..... needa save money liao :(((

advantage and dis advantage of being a student ...

2011-08-07T16:06:00.007+08:00

sch is being a bitch haiz... why do i feel so stress and worried haiz.... i m so lagging of slp :( and time to do things... my life is getting dam freaking boring as i m getting a dead life haiz..... all i do is study and projects and go insane :((( sadd sadd.... studies is really driving me mad ... im just afraid i cant graduate :(... and my spelling is getting bad ... i just do not wan to disappoint my dad.. but i feel so lethargic everyday .. haiz today is sun ....boring sunday :(

Sat

Went out with dear to Asian Civilization Museum as there was free entry ... but i have no idea why he still have to pay in the end..... hahahahahaha the history and treasures about Singapore and a few Asia countries and their traditions and treasures.. really dam old sia ... and quite interesting with lots of Buddha everywhere, from different counties some more... India to Thailand to Vietnam and Singapore and Malaysia .. all the culture... but my main aim to go there is to see the Terracotta warrior exhibition :)) the BING MA YONG

it was really nice and fun and interactive as we could download an app from Iphone and be used all the way throughout the journey. understand the history or the warriors and the QIN dynasty lol ... yupp great and fun learning experiences....

PICTURES

2011-08-02T23:41:00.004+08:00

it was an awesome uni group bonding with all my new found friends at uni :) so glad and happy that we can all click so well :) i guess uni is going to be an enjoyable ride for me :) lucky for me, all the friends i make are fun and caring and very nice to be with and most impt!! we can be ourselves :) wa hahah

went for some kinect session today and as usual the gossip session too hahaah !!! lol was great and fun !! but was very tired as we all woke up freaking early for morning lessons and i woke up at 5.50am:( ... but still love my uni mates :)) wa hahaahhahah..... all the same pattern one..... yupp..... den off to ps for dinner... enxiu left as she needed to rush home and anna went home for dinner .... so dinner at ps foodcourt!!! with wanting, kat and vanissa :)

well in a group there is sure to be different style and pattern and i JEAN HO have to be more open minded and accept things !!!! control !!! i can do it :))) wa hahahha than there will be peace and no guilty feeling:) hehehhe

Dear Dear bf came to fetch me home even though he was really really tired :((.. sorry and really appreciated it :) LOve him so much !!!

2011-07-28T11:39:00.002+08:00

wa i really dam scare i'll go crazy or something ... lol sch work is driving me insane and i really all i keep thinking about is school work like i got no time to do other things ... haiz... i guess i really worry a bit too much la... at this rate i really will go crazy ... argh !!! what;s happening to me sia.. i'm starting to not be me already.. and my hair is seriously dropping at an alarming rate... i should really stop stop stop worrying and just do my best ...

2011-07-19T22:56:00.001+08:00

my buyer's behavior lecturer is so cute lol ... too bad he is flying back to melborne tmr !!! quite sad

hahah interesting, i have so many friends that all went oversea to study ... why doesn't my dad even allow me to travel to oversea to study ?? maybe i shall be defiant for once and sign up for oversea studies in my Last Sem !!

2011-07-19T00:49:00.001+08:00

is the past that made u stronger and the present that ensures my future

2011-07-18T22:36:00.002+08:00

wooo

bf has been in taiwan for almost a week now and he is coming back tmr !!! so excited hahah missed him so much !!! wth hahaha ... yupp lots of things happened and the main thing that kinda corked my my week end was my stupid IT products !! the printer and the bloody laptop !! lol

my laptop is officially dead, preparing for coffin and my printer is being original :P went to best denki yesterday and dad got me a new laptop !! 15.6 inches !! big screen hahaha !!! love the laptop.. really hopes it will last me more den 3 years !! * pray pray*!!!

watched harry potter on sunday !! haha it is still as freaking awesome as ever.. just that i was kinda of wanting it end faster because i was freaking high tight !:( shouldn't have drink so much water :(

ooo and 1st week of sch !! was freaking stressful for me :( didnt like the kind of stress haiz.. in my pass 20 years !!! i also nv study until so hard in my freaking life !!! WTH !!! haiz.... just really hope i can guad and not retain .. nt even a single year !!!! hahah motivate myself lol ...

yupp woot hahaahhahahah ok off to bed !!

2011-07-07T18:26:00.002+08:00

lap top crashed and dad doesnt seem to allow me to fix it till he is back :((( his ibm just sux

today is a bad day for me.. had cramps like mad !#$@$@ so painfullll..... and the best part, i think my body absorbed all heat in the morning and at night,i'm technically perspiring like mad.. even in front of the fan and is cold sweat :( am i sick ?? i cant fall sick... sch is just next week , baby's commission is this Sunday and i have a dinner with my wonderful ex colleague !! ppl tat i liked in my previous job.. so happen it is not that jackass supervisor :)

ok off to bath

2011-07-05T12:34:00.003+08:00

hhahaha till the day i'm going to fix my acer laptop, i'm going to use my dad's IBM lol which means, my blog will be quite lifeless as there is no pictures that i can post online...

yupp went to Jurong Point Shopping centre with mum and bro :) hahah decided to go some where far to walk and the furthest we can go is Boon Lay lol and my slipper was the best highlight of the day :))

see the hole lol ..... this proves that i walk with a lot of strength lol that i can create a hole in my slipper :) lalalal i'm currently having 1 week holiday b4 school starts ..

i do not know should i be happy or sad or scare or what !!! hahah i think i'm mixed a little of everything.. i'm happy i can go to study , uni. i'm sad that i have to study lol and i'm scare i dont do well, scare i cant survive in the sch lol .. but den leh .. i haven try how i know :) wa hahah ... yupp day 2 of my holiday nth much rotting at home, later going to hougang to take my flims from my cousin's gf lol ... should i drive my dad's car?? i scare i kanna accident but yet i lazy to take bus :((( sian sian sian ... and technically i'm not allowed to drive without him but i lazy take bus ~!!!! screams !!!!! ......

ok well i ended my stupid temp job at DBS bank and technically, i was treated with quite a bad welfare.. just because i'm a temp stuff, i'm like worst than the lowest rank there la ... 1 stuff being spilt into 2 groups which means i have to do 2 groups work and mostly i will clear everything but than the ppl only believe what they see and not what is done behind the line... screw them.. on my last day , 2 staffs was bitching bout me to my so call Supervisor and i so happen to have read the e-mail.. something like they realized and are unhappy to why there is so many outstanding cases and why do i have long lunch breaks and blah blah blah .... but den is it my fault that cases comes in late? is it my fault that u guys cant clear the cases? is it my fault that u guys are slow? hahah say me, say urself la ... watching drama in ur office dont think i dont know ok !!! bitch .. 3 pm watching drama called watching during lunch break... u got timing problem is it... and please dont compare me to other temps ... we are all different.. since u dont like Poly students, U CAN ALWAYS HIRE JC STUDENTS SINCE THEY ARE MORE HARDWORKING... and not so calculative can... sorry but at least i clear all my work .. i do and clear my work fast also got problem... i do so fast until i got nth to do already so it is normal that i will play my HP right den u wan me to and wash the toilet uh !!! sorry la ... my memory is better so i dont need notes. can .. !! ppl makes mistakes dont u dare tell me the other temps also nv have mistakes... just because i missed out one case, u kanna scolded by the RM den u come and kao peh me... and bitch bout me ...

my so call supervisor best ... she is fucking cunning also...dont see her angelic face, underneath is really a monster ... example, during the mth of June, 2 of the TL ( Team Leader) went over see, she is one of them ..
the TL that came back was from another team, she got everyone a gift !! including me !!! went my so call supervisor came back ,everyone had a gift except me !!! and she gave the present out in front of me like i'm not there ... nvm every time as me give out things to everyone, fuck la .. u think i'm what coffee lady !!! cut cake and distribute ...

coming back to the bitching story, i read her reply on the e mail, " she has alot of things to do the other team always have urgent cases and she have to keep running down to the lvls to give the files. " wa i tot wa so good she siding me but i was WRONG !!! i read her another email.. " we shall see how he performs, maybe she is the one with the PROBLEM !! i asked her to scan documents, but she left it one side and i have to tell her again it is urgent !! "

fuck !!! u asked me to teach the new guy how to scan and he was busy writing his notes ( JC students) .. U ASKED ME TO TEACH HIM !!! DIDNT U SEE HE WAS BUSY !!!! fuck so i left it one side to cont my stuff while waiting for him .. and i kanna.. doesnt pay to be nice !!! the ppl in DBS only believe what they see and not what is behind the lines....

i'm nv going back there to work ... ... in my ex department, the ppl inside are sooooooo 2 face and fake !!!! pui !!!

2011-07-04T10:45:00.001+08:00

yupp its a monday and 1 more week till school starts !! excited yet scared lol ....

dad is currently in Ho Chin Min !! company trip ... and my acer laptop just decided to crash on me :( waiting for dad to return back b4 going to fix it hahahhaah

2011-06-15T11:30:00.008+08:00

it was a freaking awesome 21 birthday party i ever had and will ever have lol becuase i only get to be 21 once :) hahah i'm so proud of myself for planning my party and i feel it was quite a successful one too :) everyone was so high and fun even my own family members are so"on" ppl hahah !!!! 6 mths planning was sooo worth it :) hahah the theme of my party was Pink, Purple and white but obviously not many ppl came in the colour but never the less i still wan to thank all tthat came in the right colours heheh !!! love all the presents i recieved

not all photos are here as jeremy ( the photographer) have yet to pass me all the photos lol there will be more photos to come :))) hahahah excited

ok 10 jun 2o11 me, my dad, my mum , bro and cousins went to the chalet to check in first lol

i was practically shifting my whole house there lol .. had lots of things to carry until dad's car booth was sooo freaking full ... lol as it was still early, we went to changi V for lunch.yupp checked in to

11 chalet number 11 haha my fave number :) i booked 6 mths in advance lol and yupp 11 woot...

so we checked in and settle down stareted running around the entire chalet lol they went to bb ball and me my mum and dad was checking the stuff :)) funn !!! althought not much stuff to do so i was just doing preparation for my bdae hahah started hanging the stuff in the ceiling and tying the starts and balls and big balls ... :))) hahaha ok james came in the night :)

11 june 2011

early morning james ordered macdonales hahaha didnt know what my cousins wanna eat so i just order anything !!! lol and on the day itself , my stupid throat is already giving my problem :( i was like a water tank tat day lol ... after breakfast, all went to bbball lol and i was so violent my injure my cousin :( feel so bad :((( dad bought lunch and qian jun came :)) hahaha

so slowly all my friends came one by one lol ...

party time it was 630pm and everyone was here !! hahah i started panicing when it was 710pm as my cake wasnt here !!!! omg so qian jun called the store to chase for the cake .. i guess there was a traffic jam ..

had the games segment and food and chit chatting section ... haah i was soooo freaking busy running here and there entertaining different ppl hahah didnt really stay in 1 group long lol ...

presents wise hah go facebook and see :)))

i felt sick the next day lol hahahahha

i really love all the presents :))

LOVE DEAR DEAR AND MY DADDY !!! they are the awesomness ppl in my life.... they spend sooo freaking much money and effort and everything .... to make my birthday possible !!!

best and wonderful 21 !!!

will update more pictures soon !!!

2011-06-09T14:24:00.003+08:00

Temp staff are nt humans hahaha they don't deserve the same treatment la !! What rubbish ... So what ? Temp staff are ppl that can be tortured ? Wth :(  stupid

Left 1 mth I seriously can't wait to get out of this place ... The ppl here are so scary  haiz I really wonder am I able to survive out in the real world if I'm like a person who is narrow minded like super 看不开 omg haiz uni is starting soon I really wish I can score well and graduate well !!!

2011-05-29T22:34:00.008+08:00

woot it was a tiring sunday and a great one too :D

family outing with dear at RSAF open house 2011 :) hahah had an educational trip as dear is the personal tour guide for me and my brother hahah ... reach the venue at about 945am before that, we went out to have our breakfast and yupp.... upon arrival, we walked hahah confused so i just followed dear :D so excited and went round taking freebies like an aunty wa hahahah !!!!! saw RAPHAEL he was on duty because he was caught sleeping in the office lol BEST !!!

dear helped me and brother to bring us off teh group !! we took a flight with the Singapore Youth Flying Club and the pilot of our plane was a CAPTAIN lol the only plane with a SAF Pilot not a student pilot lol cool cool max hahah had a really great and fun experience and the buildings in Singapore looks like LEGO !!! lol ( See Pictures)

Really wan to thanks my dear so much ... for bringing us to be able to get such a great experience :D

watched the air show TWICE hahahah !!! love the fighter jets ( F-15 and F-16) <3 hahahah ...the sound of the engine is wooooootttt..... LOVES ~~~

off to dinner at Old airport road and sent dear to book in :( long and tiring day !!! wa hahaha ... great great cant wait for the open house next year :) *beams*

2011-05-28T22:19:00.004+08:00

wooo.... yupp i'm officially a dip holder hahah ... graduation ceromoy

and my mum seems more excited than me lol ....

2011-05-22T01:52:00.009+08:00

stupid using the Google chome !! i cant add colors to my words !!!!! a bit boring !!

after adding pictures, i hopped over to internet explora to try and add colours lol

so freaking tired today was suppose to be an advance celebration for our 1 year anni hahah !!! time really flies and i cant believe it heheh .. i'm so freaking happy like a happy little girl !! the surprises were all so unexpected and I REALLY LOVE IT !!! hahah i was so happy and shock and awesome argh !!! really love my dear so much for planning the whole day activity :D omg ... appreciated !!! so happy haha ahhahahhahah BEAMS !!!

so today dear came to pick me up at 10am and i woke up at 9 am freaking lazy lol .... my bag was big and huge and heavy HAHAH ....

so yupp he was following his phone's GPS not allowing me to know where he was bringing me !! so as usual, i end up guessing and guessin.... the sky was dark ... was praying and hoping it wont rain and it did not ... just light drizzle which still allows us to cont our activity :D

upon reaching SENTOSA and still not knowing where i was going, i cont to follow him lol

we reach the Mega Adventure Park and dear actually bought the supreme rides one !!! OMG $69 i stunt sia .... lol but sadly one of the station was on maintainance and that was the one we both wanted to try !!! but its ok .. so we climb rock climbing and high elements and did the flying fox !!! FUN FUN FUN WAS ALL I CAN THINK OFF as there wasnt really much ppl , i was screaming and shouting like a little girl lol .. and i injure myself as usual lol !! so me !! ....

flying foz was the best hahaha !!! like a monkey la !!! lol

so after that, we went to bath ... i think we were both half dead as the high elements and rock climbing took up a lot of our energy !! train arm muscles hahah bath bath bath ....

walked to the sakae tapanyakki for lunch and dear ordered sooooo much !!! and i was chasing him to hurry because car park expensive only can park for 4 hours hahah !!! but i totally had no clue why he wanted to wait so i tried to finish the tea as fast as possible lol and failed hahah so around 3pm there was a call !!! haha so he walked away and i kpoed to see !!

i had a shocked ok my life lol .... there in front of me was a bouquet of roses PURPLE ONES !!! imagine how happy i was, i actually cried lol ... i was soooooo happy and touched and moved and really really very happy with everything that was planned for me today !! dear really put in a lot of effort and work to make it such a successful surprise !! my very first bouquet of roses :) :) :) :) ahahh a... i was sooooo happy i cant explain the feeling !!! how can i not love my dear boy :D

The event was a success !!! HAPPY ADVANCE ANNI dear dear !! *HEARTS*

I LOVE U thx for everything :D i'm the happiest girl :D i really love your surprises and it really really really is great and heheh e.... !!!!! * SECRET*

and the carpark was $7 !!! screams + Enterance Fees $7 = $14 !! sentosa is freaking expensive !! wont go there anymore by car if possible lol

2011-05-22T01:34:00.005+08:00

ok wow !!! so much to talk about since only 2 days of things that happened hahaha 1!! i'm freaking happy and tired !!! the pictures here are for YY 21st bdae which was freaking fun ahhaha because as usual... i'm self- high ahhaha !!!! hahaha so the RD girls just dance and club like !! why waste the lighting and music :D wa hahah ... anyway we all had fun and so happy for YOU YING :D ... she is officially 21st soon !! which reminds me , mine is in 3 weeks time !!! faints !! really hope everything will turn out fine ...

Alright the photos will do he talking lol

2011-05-17T23:17:00.002+08:00

hahah what a day !!! today is the 17 of may 2011 and it marks the day my younger brother is now 15 years old :D wa hahah a.... years is passing by , so make the whole out of it :

a fun filled day with many activites :D hahahaha so yupp woke up to a day with my entire family in my room to disturb me to wake up :( .... hahah washed up and stuff and dad went to book a reservation at Marina Mandrine Hotel for the celebration of my brother's bdae lol !!! although it was 1 for 1 deal, it was still expensive hahah but there was 5 ppl :P ( me, bro, dad, mum and dear dear ) hahahaha went to the resturant triple three the food is fantastic and dam nice !!! i ate until i was going to burst lol !!! the kind of feeling like anymore food and i'm going to puke .. didnt have my dinner as i was still filling ful by then even now :( .... wa.. bloated !!! took lots fo pictures hahaha .... the resturant provide a slice of cake hahah but we didnt finished it as we are alll full to the max ...

so we went shopping my ron's wallet from my dad... haha den dad had to leave for work :( shop shop walk walk and my brother bought a jewelly box for me like finally i found a box i would love and want to have and it isnt that costly... it is for my 21st bdae lol .... so my brother is going to keep it till than .. :) .. dear dear was with me mum and bro and we walked around lalalalla ... went to my hse to catch the 9 oclock show and dear was in my room fixing my screen protector lol... feel so bad to ps him but the show I CANT MISSSS hahah :p

yuppp the day passed so fast and in 1 mths time my bdae is here :( ... i dont wan... jy is 21 yy will be 21 this coming week !!! OMG ... :( ... ppl say once you reach 21 ur life will be sooooo fast :( really hope it isnt true... i wan to make the beat out of every year !!!

the finale for the day ... as i used expired eyelinear, the result i'm having swollen eye one :(
pls get well by tmr so i can go to work .... although in my head is i dun wan to go to work !! and bruno mars song have been running through my head for the past 3 days !! ( Today i don't feel like doing anything , i just wan to lay in my bed......)
and i just bought a new eye liner so i'll throw away the old one !! lesson learnt nv use expiire items just to save money lol

MY PARENTS ARE THE CUTEST PARENTS ON EARTH !! love them max max !! wah ahhahah den my brother and dear heheheh

2011-05-15T02:41:00.004+08:00

i'm like dam freaking sian because i typed once and it was all gone so i'm re-typing :( ...

currently waiting for my hair to dry and its already dry !! zzz tmr need to work ... toady is 14 may technically becasue i haven slp so is = 14 may !! ahahaha

today is the surprise celebration for JY bdae :D wa hahah planned by Glenn ...

things happeded at home again hate it :( haiz

THX DEAR FOR BEING SO WONDERFUL :) !!
so i met mr ang at pasir ris for lunch and shopp and he actually bought me a screen protector for my IPHONE 4 as i bought a freaking cheap and lousy one and it is peeling off already so he decided to get my a proper one and it cost $39.30 !! omg is expensive can ... dear is so good hahah pamper me so much :P hehe

so we walked around pasir ris for a while looking for my bdae cake suggestion and walking hahah so since we have time, we actually started to walk to Downtown east , Ehub and it started drizzling :( sian !!! walk walk walk walk round and round and round spam my phone with photos of us hahahah busy cam-horing :D wa ahahahaha bought a freaking big candy floss hahah it is even bigger than my head :P

so finallly it was time, we went to collect the BBQ food and it was a lot a lot lol ... while glenn and jy was watching movie, me and james was waiting for the remainer to come but anyway all lat e... hahaha so yyy and hc came at 6pm :D and the other just stroll in lol

so much food and stubborn dear ask him not to stand at the bbq pit to cook but he just stand there are cook and he smells like food heheh .. so the GFS are the ones doing the eating lol ....food and feels fat !! i wan to go on diet lol... even i burb now, i can taste it YUCK !!!! hahah there are disgusting ants all over the place and glenn actually burn and roasted the ants alive hahah in the end, all stuck on the table dead !!! grosssss lol

the day ended so fast :( dont like it... thinking that i did so much prepartion for my 21st bdae and it will be gone in a jiff :( ... i dun wan to be 21 i wan to be forever young :( saddddddd.....

i love my dad hheeheh he bought me my IPHONE 4 AND CATERING FOOD FOR MY BDAE AS MY 21 BDAE PRESENTs :D i feel so *blessed* hehehe love my dad lots i know he loves me too :D hahaha

and my dear dear heheheh he also :D do so much things for me and always making me happy hahah and all so excited like a small little girl :D

ok better go slp it is a freaking 3:14 am and i need to wake up by 8 am :( faints need to work at 10 am o really hope i wont over slp lol ...

DEAR DEAR I WILL UPDATE MY BLOGG MORE OFTEN OK !!!

Pictures all below :D

2011-04-23T23:13:00.003+08:00

an entire day outing with Mr Ang hahah

met him at 3pm and i was late lol .... off to buy my party stuff :D and i finally got it !!! like YES !!! hhahah i dam kiasu lor ... bdae in JUNE now only APRIL :P hhahaha

walked around bugis and walked to Plaza Sing !!! hahah ate pasta Mania and headed back to my house ... dear needed to watch a movie tittled " WE WERE SOLDIERS" it is a nice show but without dear to explain to me i think i will be dam freaking losssstttt.. and i guess he was irritated by my questions because he cannot watch in peace.... heheh SRY !!! :( I LOVE U :P

my leggsss still hurt !!!

2011-04-23T10:23:00.000+08:00

hahha mangaed to bluetooth the pic over :D cycling from east coast

to changi V !!!

2011-04-22T23:16:00.002+08:00

wa... super tiring day today !!! went cycling with dear and his frens and my brother from east coast cycle to CHANGI villiage I died LOL !!!! my butt is freaking pain now and my tighs are like suan suan ... very uncomfortable kind of pain i cant explain ... lol

it was a freaking fun and great day !!! i love it :D spend well :D after that went to bugis and clarke quay too....

went to bath at east coast some toilet FREAKING GROSS OK !!!! THE TOILET IS FLOODED AND WHO KNOWS WHAT THE PERSON B4 ME DID .... YUCK and i got sun burn :( so now my skin is 2 colour LOL !!! red and fair sianzzzz

dun wan to think lol .... bugis to buy some party stuff quite dusappointed because it was closed and i tried twice and both time i go also close... so i threw temper like a little girl :P hehe... den both KOI and had dinner and my stomach feels weird... almost puke out everything :(
bought a swatch watch for $99 freaking happy as i have been aiming that watch for dam long long :) felt so happy with my purchase :D wa hahahahah

took a bus down to Clarke Quay ... i regreted nt buying a shawl the other time i see as today i was on my way back to buy it !!! IT WAS GONE !!! :( i should have bought it the other time... next time i see anything i like i just buy I WONT CONSIDER ALREADY !! if nt it will be gone again :( sobs sobs brought my brother to walk around Clarke Quay and introduced him to the clubbing areas lol ...

i think when i wake up tmr, my legs and back and butt is going to hurt like mad !!!

cant post picture because my fave phone has offically spoilt so i'm using a phone that cant bluetooth photos to my com :(

2011-04-16T12:12:00.002+08:00

woot its a sat !!! going out with my deasr later hahah .... ok ... so what now? i survived 2 weeks of work and getting bored :( the job scope is sooo boring ... and i have a PIMPLE outbreak :( sux sux sux .... hate the weather always making me feel like bathing !!! roar... nth really much to blog bout lazy... in my mind only got 1 word SLEEP !!!! tireed max

2011-04-10T12:54:00.001+08:00

hot hot weather :( any way to make my hair thicker :( drop lesser

2011-04-10T11:03:00.003+08:00

hahahhaha it is a sunday !!! a day for me to rest and a day SUPPOSED to meet Mr Ang but than leh some things corped up !!! *BLAH*..... have been really busy at work !!! nt really busy busy but just metally tired... sleep at like 11pm every night lol and i still feel that i do not have enough slp snore .!!!!6am wake up ... feels like school days all over again hahah..... oh wellll i'm currently working in DBS Bank Ltd as an Admin support ... i think this job for short term is ok ... but if u ask me to do long term i rather be jobless lol ....... things i do everyday.... FILING, PHOTOCOPY, PUNCHING holessss, PRINTING, WALKING AND FILING AND FILING !!!!!!! *YAWN*.... everyday during lunch break, i go to different places to eat :D yumm the food there are about $3 and tastess nttt bad :D drank bubble tea 2 days in a row!!!! * its a record HAHAHAH .... whatttt!!! monday and tue was doing almost the same things as my computer system has not been done up ... only wed onwards i started to do printing wa hahahah ....... boring :( tue wen out for movie with jun and bro to watch Suckerpunch lol .... the girls are hot but the ending is retarded and irritating ... hahhahhaha yupp working so no life and so tired and the pay also like Shit !!!! oh welll... i heard that in Melbourne a part timer is paid $15 per hour !!!! not fair :( and yes every one has recieved money $$$ from the GOVERNMENT EXCEPT ME !!!! i better see the letter on monday !!!! if not THEY BIAS !!!!wa hahahahha is it normal for girls to think of their dream wedding now ? i mean i have a dream and things that i want for in a wedding and my future like houses and cars jobs and blah .... hahah ... hmmmm and i want things to go my way unless it is reasonable than i will give in....BUT i'm warning i'm stubborn and hot tempered and i love to find trouble but than leh ... :) i'm so angry with myself for being so SMALL IN GUTS !!! gosh ... i still rememebr the other day on friday i was at chom CHOM with my pri sch frens and i was seated on a chair with another Bitch (asshole) ..... i was shaking my legs and OBVIOUSLY.. ppl who has a habit of shaking their legs willl not notice it ... so ya i irritated her..... and that bitch TURNED TO ME AND SHOUTED AT ME : "CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SHAKING" screw her call herself a singaporean when she is so rude so much for being KIND AND COURTEOUS.... *PHU* and the worst part I DIDNT STAND UP FOR MYSELF :( best after that i felt so lousy why i didnt fight back :( allow others to bully me like that haiz..... anyway i cursed her wa hahahahhah so much for being a Singaporean go dig a hole and put ur head inside la .... freak ......

2011-04-01T10:01:00.002+08:00

hahah its friday !!! i have offically rotted for 1 week lol ... staying at home almost everyday !!!! wa ...last month MArch 2011, i only spend like $88 in total for the entire month !!! hahaha shoik or what !!!!! wont really have much time to blog once i start work but i will blog still :D .... have been sleepin late most of the days and sian my body alarm is screwed up :(.... to addicted to my itouch games ... cant imagine when i get my iphone lol ... sian and the phone will be delayed i guess i only can get the phone next year..... yupp yupp going to find deardear later !!! book out day !!! woot woot happy happy i wan to watch suckerpunch leh !!!!!

2011-03-31T18:53:00.001+08:00

I LOVE MY FRIENDS !!!! u know who u are!!

2011-03-31T18:28:00.001+08:00

some ppl are just so freaking retarded.... it is a comment nth to do with them and first they just have to insult you and than ... u say back smt, they insult u again !!! WTF THE BF ALSO NV SAY ANYTHING WHAT THE F*** IS UR PROBLEM .... unless u have a crush on her :)

2011-03-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

decided to give my blog a new skin hahahaha quite simple and messy i think lol !!!

2011-03-30T11:23:00.007+08:00

Hmmm. it is a wed :D starting work next week yeah !!! hahah just hope everything will turn out well :D yuppp and ... i think i'm kinda stress out by my mum ... nt only me ... my dad esp ... haiz... my hair is really dropping this time... what can i do ??? i very scare i will go bald :( .... sian .... hmmm.... i wan to go bangkok this year.... i really hope i can just go with dear alone but my parents sure wont allow:( oh well... nvm hahah looking for kakiss to go with me :D wa hahaha .... so sian ...

hahahah just want to post some alone photos hehehe ... i cant believe i look like tat lol ... haiz... i scare my hair :(

i wan to thank a certain someone for creating what i am today :D... a happy and crazy girl :D

2011-03-25T11:39:00.003+08:00

why must you behave like a small kid? i feel the stress and he have a phobia of going near you but he have no choice... are you like mentally torturing him slowly or you are just seeking attention and do not know your limit.... i have enough i cant stand it... seeing him so stressed up and annoyed. he is aging and his hair is dropping. he still got so much to worry about... he is sick and no one can look after him... but you , instead of being understanding, you are giving hin so much worry... he is a human and human breaks down too. why why much you do this to him.... will you be happy if he breaks down...... are you going to support me and bro? are you going to pay my school fees and give me and bro allowance ??? are you being so selfish and making us all hate you ...... he is giving up his work just to satify you but do you see it NO!!! you only think he is out to get you ..... i'm just so sad. that i can never share things with you never do things with you.... WHY!!! reason being very simple

you will start thinking and torturing him again. i really hate it ... i love you but this is not the way to create... you create phobia instead.... everyone is so afraid to see you afraid they will say the wrong things... even doctors cant help you.

please dear god.... protect my dad that's all i ask for .....

2011-03-17T18:13:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling soooo stressed up and f*** up i seriously do not know what is wrong with me today !!! why i cant seem to be able to control my stupid emotions and myself!!! i cant seem to save money everytime i go out i have to buy something !!! GOSH and i saw soooo many nice dresses and clothes and stuff... i only can stare and things keep running throught my mind ...... argh !!!!!! sux to know when all the money u have will be gone once spend as i have no fixed income !!!! faint... there issss so many things i wan and there is sooo many restriction in getting it !!!

i really feel like just staying at home everyday and not go out !!! even go to sch for dancing i oso have to buy drinks !!! F*** me seriously i hate myself .... and if i cannot get the thing i wan , my mood totally gone !!! argh !!! HATE HATE jean !!! haiz......

why do i demand so much, even i myself cant make myself happy, how is others going to make me happy ??? crap .... i feel so crappy and down :(

why why why do i demand so much ... OF RUBBISH. haiz .... 20 years old my life and i still don't understand jean how can others understand me or stand my temper and stubborness and selfishness.... everyone will run away from me eventually... just like what so many of them have already done....

EMO BARRIER !!!! maybe it is just not my day today :(

2011-03-17T11:18:00.001+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMGOMG MY EXAM RESULT IS OUT AND I GOT A FIRST A IN MY ENTIRE POLY LIFE !!!! FREAKING HAPPY TO THE MAX !!!! ARGGHHHH..... AND MY OVERALL GPA SHOT UP AGAIN hahahahahaha

i'm sooo happy i'm over the moon !!!!